Bug! Don't feed it. Traditional Cache

This cache is not for everyone and it is very possible you will get to the GZ and decided you will have to let this one go.  Neither I nor geocaching.com are liable for any injuries that may result from an unprepared pursuit of this cache! Please only attempt to retrieve the Cache if you feel physically up for the challenge. 

there've been times when I wonder
and times when I don't
concepts I'll ponder
and concepts I won't ever see

god isn't one of these
former or latter
which did you think I meant?
it doesn't matter to me

bug – don't need it
bug – don't feed it
my thoughts faded
it doesn't matter/overrated

cold in my hand
in a country pool
standing and waving
the rain, wind on the runway

spending or saving
credit or debt
which did you think I meant?
nothing I see can be taken from me

bug – don't need it
bug – don't feed it
my thoughts faded
it doesn't matter/overrated